Lets pretend you'll suffer a memory loss when you're thirty. Not all of it. Just five years. Okay maybe 'just five years' is an understatement, but the best five years of your life. It could be anything; kindergarten, high school, or college. Or, it could be when the day you met a stranger and fell in love with him/her at first sight. You will fall in love with her. The kind of 'you jump, I jump' love kinda thing. Now, this is guaranteed. And it will develop into somewhat more of a serious relationship; You guys adopted a puppy together. Okay okay, engaged, maybe even married. Now now lets not get all too rosy. Memory loss. You will not remember this significant person in your life, given that you were deeply in love (If that makes any sense at all to you. Atleast The Beatles says so). After the accident in which you lost your memory of, you don't recognise this person, atleast not anymore. You will have no feelings whatsoever for this person. But people around you've been telling that you two were once very in love and care for each other. You tried to remember, but nothing gives. You'll find old pictures of the two of you together. You tried hard and harder but not even the slightest hint would inspire you to love her/him again. She's'/he's a stranger to you. Just like when you met her/him and fell in love. You can't remember what made you fall in love in the first place. Is it her/his eyes; so big yet droopy. Looks like she's/he's sleepy all the time. Is it the shape of her/his nose; the way it curls up on the way down and how it looks like a ladybug when it's all red. Or is it the smile? It has to be something but you can't seem to recall any of it.
Now, you don't know this person but you know that you once loved her/him. You don't have feelings for this person either and you will never heal from the amnesia. It's permanent.
How confuse are you?
Really, talk to me.
